bubba_cheese

Dang!

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 01:35:17 GMT

It's been awhile since my last entry. I have finals this week. My grades suck! Hopefully I do well on my finals! The only thing I look forward to anymore is church on Thursdays and Sundays and any time I see Daniel, which isn't that often. Don't get me wrong, I'm a pretty happy person...but sometimes I feel alone.

Oops!

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 21:43:50 GMT

Today I shot my dad...and the dog. He was pissing me off, so I grabbed my elephant gun and blew his freakin head off. It felt so good to pull that trigger. The dog was just an innocent bystander. I felt kinda bad shootin him. He was so cute and fluffy. I could of just squeesed and squeesed him till his eyes popped out.

Actually, none of that is true...suprize suprize, but that's how I feel. My dad can be such an ass. I love him, but he can still be an ass! At least I have my mom; she understand me...for the most part.

Dear Journal,

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 22:01:19 GMT

Okay, lets see...what to write, what to write. As you can see, I'm not very good at this whole live journal thing. I have a journal of my own in my room, but I don't have to worry about people reading that. It's not that I have things to hide, because I don't. I just don't want to bore anybody out of their mind with my journal entries. I even bore myself. I've tried reading my past entries in my privet journal, and I get so bored with it. I'm just an ordinary person, with ordinary problems and reading that is boring. Wouldn't you agree? Right now, I don't even have any problems. Well, I have problems...what I mean to say is, I don't have a lot of worries. My biggest worries are of school; I'm trying so hard to maintain my grades, and guys. That's so typical. Grades and guys. Well it's not that I worry about guys, it's more like a guy. The only thing I worry about is my dad. He doesn't like me seeing this guy and that bothers me. He doesn't even want to admit to himself that I'm seeing him when it's so obvious that I am. It's hard on me. So far, this has probably been boring, but it feels good to let this stuff out; not that I've actually said a lot. This is just me rambling. That's all I ever do, just ramble. Well my rambling is coming to an end now. Thanks for listening.

xoxo

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Tue, 30 Dec 2003 01:23:33 GMT

Dear God,
I'd like to thank you for everybody you put into my life and all the people that I've incountered. I'd also like to thank you for the way you made me. I'm completely greatful and want you to konw that. Please forgive my sins, for I have sinned against you and your wishes. I hope that my buddy Frances gets her life together and that she wont end up like her mother. I hope she has a great future and that she makes the right choices. I also hope that you can guide me into making the kind of choices that you would want me to. I pray that my faith in you grows stronger and never weaker. Please allow me to live up to your standards and nobody elses and that I stay strong.

Amen

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 00:40:00 GMT

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